Hi Megan. You spoke very well. I believe in faith (Jesus) and that's the middle spirit connection to all good ideas.
Write on!
So here's what I would suggest. Make a list of your ideas that you have and then picture your self on a plane sitting next to someone post-COVID of course. And they ask you what you like to do and you tell them you like to write. And they ask you what do you write about and what comes to mind. In other words, the first thing you want to tell someone else is usually the one book you want to write the most. It's just all those other ideas are a distraction. Lay those aside for now as you would if you were making a meal and had the side dish already done. And that will allow you to focus on your most nagging idea and get it done. Hope that helps.
Glad you found it helpful
I have so many ideas but I cant seem to get started.